| | Thought of the day: "So I've been trying to teach you something but you turn away..."
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Listening To: "What Hurts The Most" - Cascada
Mood: Irritated
Watching: D.Gray-Man
Reading: Forum Posts
Writing: Replies
Health Status: Teeth get taken out Tuesday..e_e
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"Hasn't been screaming all these years
Just to see the world crashing around me
Maybe this life is overrated
But I won't let the world burn around me" - "Denied" by Sonic Syndicate
Just some random lyrics that shake me to the core. I seen the above band with Nightwish recently in London and it completely enveloped me. It was the best day of my life so far. Not only did I get to see my favourite band live, but I was also happy enough to get a guitar pick, several pictures and a video, and shake all their hands which made me cry, honestly, I was in tears from oh so much joy.
Recently I've been bouncing between jobs, getting screwed over here and there by employers and then having THEM blame me for it. I asked for shifts, called, and get knocked off the schedule or some other stupid excuse so I'm looking, living pay-cheque to pay-cheque is really starting to hurt and make me exhausted. I'm having some weight management trouble due to stress, gaining and losing at tremendous speeds which aren't normal. Got a new family doctor who is a dermotologist so she's not completely there on some things like my Anxiety and what-not which is really annoying; especially considering she's got a bit of a bad attitude that I can't tolerate well.
Lots of stress, friends breaking up with their girlfriend/boyfriend, doing some bad shit, hanging out with the wrong people, so they're getting on my nerves. I need a good, long, WARM vacation. I went away camping for the weekend and had drama bombard me the Saturday I was there. One of my 'friends' broke up with his gf, she showed, they both gave me a headache, I told them to take it elsewhere, drugs flailed about, things went wrong; he left a mess, I was NOT pleased. I mean seriously I was looking to drink and get rid of stress and it stalked me all the way there. Our trailer is fucked up right now, a hole went through it, I got into an enormous fight with an ex-boss because he decided to send me a letter telling me I'm an embarrassment to myself, which he has no right to say considering he can't spell, or use punctuation, let alone SPEAK to people in a friendly manner. I know I'm stressing because my acne is going absolutely berserk on me; my stomach hurts ALL the time and I really just need a stable job, stable income, and stable friends.
On the plus side, I'm going to see the new Indiana Jones movie tomorrow with a friend, Harrison Ford = purrr..xD so I'm excited for that so long as plans go through.
My wisdom teeth come out on Tuesday and I'm not looking forward to the agony, the being waded on hand and foot for a week is intriguing but the pain is certainly a down-side.
I'm looking for work pretty much anywhere in my general area, even if I have to drive a half hour to get there and that may be better since no one here seems to want me as a worker despite how much of my ass I work off, might explain why I don't have an ass, *thinks*.
Anyways that's about it for an update,
Ciao
-- Lady De Wintre --
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| | Posted 5/21/2008 6:30 PM - 19 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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